On the mission there's this pattern within a transfer. Week
1 is kind of awkward and very fake-happy as you try to understand your
companion and how they work. Week 2 you settle in and fake laughter becomes
real. Week 3 and 4 are full of miracles, maybe some baptisms. And then week 5
just plain out is miserable. Every single time. I don't even understand why...
So this week was a big growing experience for me. Both Sister Cotton and I
struggled to stay motivated and positive. We had our eyes opened to a lot of
things that we can change to be better, and so now with the last week of the
transfer, week 6, we are excited to apply the things we've learned and really
get to work.
Because I don't want to drag you down with the hard parts of
this week, I'm going to lift you up with all the happy things :). I know that
reflecting on the positives is so much more gratifying than dwelling on the
negative.
Even The Book of Mormon teaches plainly that happiness is
our destiny. It speaks of dwelling “with God in a state of never-ending
happiness.” (Mosiah 2:41)
So on Tuesday I got to go to MLC (Mission Leadership Counsel).
That was a ton of fun because we met with all the leaders in the mission down
in Nashville and had breakfast and lunch and got to learn and teach and find
new ways to better help our mission flourish. It was fun to see old friends.
But more importantly it was just such a spiritual experience to hear such wise
words from missionaries who have made a great impact in the work. It was also a
good opportunity for Sister Cotton and I to become better acquainted with
our Zone Leaders, so we can hopefully have greater unity within the Paducah
Zone. :)!
District meeting on Wednesday was a mini miracle. As Sister
Cotton and I role played working with one of our investigators, we
found out that during that morning we had both received the same
exact revelation about the scripture we needed to share
with them. Just little confirmations that we are doing things right
like that is so rewarding.
That night we went to dinner with some less actives. It was
amazing because as we taught, we watched as the spirit rebuked them and gave
them a desire to change their lives. We didn't have to point out one thing they
could improve on, the holy ghost told them! We were just there to invite him in
:). Even greater was when we had a prompting to go see a lady we had never met
who lived wayyyy on the other side of our area. We followed the prompting and
had probably one of the greatest beginning lessons I've ever been apart of. We
didn't even get to fully teach her the restoration and already she was telling
us that we were exactly what God wanted her to have. She just kept saying
"yes! yes! yes!" to everything we told her. Her aunt had always said
that the right religion would come to her. And it did! Wahoo! To put the cherry
on top, we were also led by the spirit to go see a less active we had never
met. We ended up showing up RIGHT when she needed us most.
"Striving for happiness is a long, hard journey with
many challenges. It requires eternal vigilance to win the victory. You cannot
succeed with sporadic little flashes of effort. Constant and valiant living is
necessary. That is why patience and faith are so often associated in the
scriptures. You must “withstand every temptation of the devil, with [your]
faith on the Lord Jesus Christ.” (Alma 37:33.) But remember, faith is not a
magical formula. It requires that you make a deliberate decision to do good and
then carry out your decision. Do it. Simply do it, and do it long enough that
you experience success, no matter how hard it may seem. Your victory over self
brings communion with God and results in happiness—lasting and eternal
happiness." (Jack Goaslind)
The next day was quite the opposite. But let me tell you the
atonement was still there. We had a lot of people to see, and not enough time
to prepare for them. During my studies that morning I asked God to help me ,
and He did! I somehow was able to use the short amount of time I had to plan
for every single person. I know that when we are about our Father's business,
working in harmony with his purpose, then his will WILL be done.
Friday I went on a weekly planning exchange. That means I
went with a set of sisters and spent 3+ hours training them on how to plan for
their week correctly. It was draining, but only good came from it :). That evening
I reconnected with Sister Cotton and we went out for icecream! Unfortunately
even something went wrong with that, which didn't help us feel very happy. A
less active texted us and asked us to come over... we were dreading whatever
news she would have for us. We went, and she told us she had gotten Sundays off
so now she could come to church! We had a very powerful lesson, and by the end
we were so full on the spirit we didn't even want any icecream ;)! THEN just to
make things better, we taught the restoration lesson over dinner in a mexican
restaurant with one of our investigators... here was his message to us that
night: "I feel great inside and it was nice seeing
you two . I loved the message you shared with me. I just feel really good about
this. I feel TRUTH when I'm with yall and that's the only way I can explain it.
:D"
I got THREE really really great packages from my family this
week. That was definitely a miracle! [I am pretty sure she isn't trying to sound like we never send her anything!]
On Sunday we had our first ever ward counsel meeting!! This
is so exciting because missionaries have never been able to go in before, so
great progress is being made in the Paducah Ward! Then that evening we had a
beautiful lesson with a part member family, and we were able to commit them to
come to church next Sunday!
I think that sometimes we fill our lives with all of
these little things that we think make us happy. Sports, music, school,
parties, etc. We then say we just don't have TIME for God anymore. But you know
what? You're right. You don't have time for God anymore. He has given us such a
limited amount of time in this life that if we aren't careful we just won't
have room for what matters most. I can testify from experience and from
observation that the only way to true and lasting happiness is through living
the gospel of Jesus Christ. Next week, I'll go over just what exactly I mean by
that :). For now, I'm running a little behind so I'll take a rain check on the
insightful blog post for this week, sorry!
I sure do love everyone!
-Sister Hochstrasser
Write to me!!! (DearElder.com, or by mail)
Sister Jennifer Hochstrasser
Tennessee Nashville Mission
105 WESTPARK DRIVE STE #190
BRENTWOOD, TN 37027
Or if you can't do either of those, drop me a short line via email jennifer.hochstrasser@myldsmail.net
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